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Jun 6th, 2008

Unsure.

I don't know what is going on!


I'm in pain all the time from my back, my son is going through GCSE exams and I'm menopausal.


Awful things are happening in the world in general, but I find that I no longer care.


Starvation in the Third World.....? Been going on as long as I have memory.


Floods, drought.....? The same.


I have no means with which to stop, or remedy these problems.


I get sick, therefore, of every day receiving emotive letters from various charities, begging me to make a dfonation.


I have my own problems, none of which can be solved by donations of money!


All I really want, right now, is to be on a beach, in North Wales, or North Yorkshire.  Miles away from the constant demands of my family.


I try not to be selfish.  I don't think I AM selfish. I give my whole life to my husband & son. I don't have anything else.


That's the trouble. I have no life of my own, nor can I see that I ever WILL have.


Sorry, but I needed to get this off my chest!


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