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May 20th, 2008

Really low.

I am so low right now, I don't know how to describe it.


Blackest of black, bluest of blue.


I want nothing but oblivion, but I won't take the suicide option. That's too final and I couldn't do that to my family.


 I'll do what I always do at times like this......I'll get drunk.


This Journal Entry's Comment Board (2 comments)
Feeling annoyed
Posted on 09:16AM on May 20th, 2008
I'm sorry you're feeling down. What has you feeling so blue?
Feeling frustrated
Posted on 11:59AM on May 20th, 2008
Nothing and everything. Sick of being stuck in the house, hampered by chronic and continual back pain. Fed up of being continually broke because I can't work. Fed upof the menopause dragging on and on and on. Thanks for taking the time to read my blog and get in touch. Love, Meggi. xx
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